B143C
12-19-2009, 06:23 PM
I am seven months pregnant and have lived with anxiety all of my life. I lived through a very traumatic experience as a child which I believe has contributed to the great anxiety and paranoia.
My problem is that I am constantly paranoid and questioning my spouse in regards to anything that concerns me in our marriage. It could be something that worried me years ago and then all of a sudden I will become highly paranoid about it and feel the need to question him over and over just in case I forgot to ask something about the concern.
It's usually like I'm "checking" to be sure I'm not being cheated on or decieved in any way.
It's out of had BAD and ruining my marriage. I cannot even function if I cannot ask a question that is running through my head.
Can anyone relate to this? What is it and how do you cope or begin healing?
I am going to the therapist after the new year and have been diagnosed by a GP with anxiety and once by a therapist who thought I might have a very mild scizophernia as my dad had that.
Please help! I'm scared that things will never get better.:(
My problem is that I am constantly paranoid and questioning my spouse in regards to anything that concerns me in our marriage. It could be something that worried me years ago and then all of a sudden I will become highly paranoid about it and feel the need to question him over and over just in case I forgot to ask something about the concern.
It's usually like I'm "checking" to be sure I'm not being cheated on or decieved in any way.
It's out of had BAD and ruining my marriage. I cannot even function if I cannot ask a question that is running through my head.
Can anyone relate to this? What is it and how do you cope or begin healing?
I am going to the therapist after the new year and have been diagnosed by a GP with anxiety and once by a therapist who thought I might have a very mild scizophernia as my dad had that.
Please help! I'm scared that things will never get better.:(