ApiE
05-29-2010, 07:58 PM
Hi,
I have a bit of an embarrassing thing going on in my head the last month or so and am not really sure why it's happening.
When I am out, I have this feeling of seeking attention and if I see an ambulance for example near me, I think to fall on the ground to fake that something happened to me and get attention from it. I don't actually think to hurt myself, but just to fake it and act unresponsive. That's the only way that I think to seek out this one-on-one attention.
It sounds really weird when I write it and it's embarrassing - But what can you do!? I class myself as a healthy 25 year old with no previous mental health issues - I'm reasonably happy and don't feel depressed or anything.
Just trying to work out why this goes around in my head and can't get rid of it!
Thanks in advance for any advice.
I have a bit of an embarrassing thing going on in my head the last month or so and am not really sure why it's happening.
When I am out, I have this feeling of seeking attention and if I see an ambulance for example near me, I think to fall on the ground to fake that something happened to me and get attention from it. I don't actually think to hurt myself, but just to fake it and act unresponsive. That's the only way that I think to seek out this one-on-one attention.
It sounds really weird when I write it and it's embarrassing - But what can you do!? I class myself as a healthy 25 year old with no previous mental health issues - I'm reasonably happy and don't feel depressed or anything.
Just trying to work out why this goes around in my head and can't get rid of it!
Thanks in advance for any advice.