westorange
06-21-2010, 10:59 PM
Hello
Ive had a lot of problems with the way my mind works, I find it particularly hard to watch films or read books, as my mind or always saying things like "how am I meant to be watching this?" "what should I be thinking?" "a I watching this like I should?". Questions like this often run through my mind and even at work, when people talk to me I am constantly afraid I wont remember what they say or that I'm not going to understand. It feels like my brain doesnt work properly anymore.
On a side note I suffered with OCD for many years but the compulsions are a lot better now. I also had a few bad trips with marajuana a few years ago, and I feel like my thinking has been a lot more disturbed since then.
Thankyou for anyone who can help
Ive had a lot of problems with the way my mind works, I find it particularly hard to watch films or read books, as my mind or always saying things like "how am I meant to be watching this?" "what should I be thinking?" "a I watching this like I should?". Questions like this often run through my mind and even at work, when people talk to me I am constantly afraid I wont remember what they say or that I'm not going to understand. It feels like my brain doesnt work properly anymore.
On a side note I suffered with OCD for many years but the compulsions are a lot better now. I also had a few bad trips with marajuana a few years ago, and I feel like my thinking has been a lot more disturbed since then.
Thankyou for anyone who can help