living in a fantasy world

[Aala]

i have been living in a fantasy world for the last few years thinking that i have Dissociative Identity Disorder i do have parts of me that are child like and parts that are teen like
but i made up a inter world about them even voices changes i didnt want to deceive anyone by doing this but i though it was real too myself

i am in a forum for people with Dissociative Identity Disorder and so far they have been really nice about it but am worried the reaction from a friend who has seen me in real life acting this way
i think she will think am making all this up and that i have been lieing to her

am now getting treatment for my Schizophrenia but i have lived in this fantasy world for too long i like it there it is safe but now i have to face up to the truth and that scares me

[Psychic24]

We all are afraid of the truth....but don't worry dear...Stand up to your fears, I'll pray for you.

-hugs-

[starseedleo]

It sounds bit like you have extra input filters in your brain and more mirror nuerons, possibly access to more parts of the mind like may so call paranoid scitsofrenics have. Some people consider this a gift and some consider it an aflliction. I am of the former category.

I belive drugs of this nature should not be used on human being and my opinion is more valid than many Head Doctore because many of them havent got a clue what these drugs actually do a persons brain and body. I know from experience and from reading online what these doctors say about the book mad in america by robert whitaker. And many of them would't be giving their own children these chemicals if they knew the truth.

Three of the largest studies ever done by people like the world health organisation clearly show that non drug treatments work better for these kind of problems without giving people all sorts of permanent brain damage and body damage. Check out the forced drugging defence package at mindfreedom.org

Many people become a bit entangled in their own personlaity when their mind light up brighter, with more mirror neuorons you get a stronger mental picture of others and what other see in you. Learning who you are based Jungian architypes would be wiser for controlling your own self, learning from otherslike you by googling your four letter disgnation, and finding mailinglist where people like you talk.

Kiersey.com does a good test, but cost 3 pounds, well worth it, you couldprobably find one free but not sure if it would tell you before you done it. Apparently thos epersonality architypes can acutally be backed up by imperivcal research as oppsed to what mainstream is clinginto now for personaly templates of the species. There is a slight addition from myres and briggs, whoever that is or they are, whch is the fourth letter of the four letter desig. as to wether somebody is a perceiver or judgmental.

[welcome_alexray]

This is really horrible. You must contact a psychiatrist to overcome such a difficult problem you are facing.