jeremygross
11-21-2010, 02:53 AM
The short version is my wife of 8 years was diagnosed as bpmd about 6 months ago. Did well on atavan, zoloft and abilify. Auditory hallucinations vanished, peppy and full of vigor. I didn't realize that her spending had started getting erratic, and her therapy took a back burner to other things. Fast forward a few months and she started weaning off the atavan and insomnia set in. She found that playing poker on her phone helped keep her mind busy. Well it eventually took ahold of her making it the sole purpose of every day morning and after work till she passed out sometime in the am. She stopped sleeping with me altogether about a month ago even after getting the zoloft bumped up. Fast forward to yesterday when I get home to a dear john letter taped to my door and half the place cleaned out. The letter stated that I was to blame for all her hurt. I admit that I yelled at times and even broke some stuff. However I never walked out on her and never hit her. Now after I admitted to my anger being wrong and asking her to do therapy she has still shot me down saying I need to fix me. I don't know what to do!