Billyred
07-03-2009, 03:50 PM
Hey,
Lately i just don't know who i am.
I have emptiness inside of me, i lie a lot (its like every sentence that comes from my mouth is a lie), i just don't care about nothing.
Yesterday, my uncle was talking on the phone and he got a call from his sister. he didn't say anything and he just ran off the stairs in a hurry.
Everyone went after him, i was the only one left. i didn't care about it.
my friends think I'm normal (although kind of weird) but my family know me as a person that keeps hate and grudge.
lately i just don't feel it.. i feel nothing, not even hate.
I don't know if its important but when i was little i stole lots of things from my friends' school bags.
I am very intelligent but my school grades are average.
I'm a little paranoid too, i trust no one and i think when my friends call me out they just want to laugh at me, and make me feel bad.
What should i do? am i normal or do i have something wrong?
Thanks.
Lately i just don't know who i am.
I have emptiness inside of me, i lie a lot (its like every sentence that comes from my mouth is a lie), i just don't care about nothing.
Yesterday, my uncle was talking on the phone and he got a call from his sister. he didn't say anything and he just ran off the stairs in a hurry.
Everyone went after him, i was the only one left. i didn't care about it.
my friends think I'm normal (although kind of weird) but my family know me as a person that keeps hate and grudge.
lately i just don't feel it.. i feel nothing, not even hate.
I don't know if its important but when i was little i stole lots of things from my friends' school bags.
I am very intelligent but my school grades are average.
I'm a little paranoid too, i trust no one and i think when my friends call me out they just want to laugh at me, and make me feel bad.
What should i do? am i normal or do i have something wrong?
Thanks.