Breaking_Point
08-16-2009, 02:22 PM
I should have posted here to begin with. This way I should get more replys.
I can be sitting in a living room watching TV and a family member will walk in and all of a sudden I'll feel mentally pressed. That means I'll feel negative vibes coming from that family member. No one in particular. Well, yes, there are a few to name, but I can't help but feel self conscious when people are around me. I can't just unconsciously ignore the person in the room with me while watching TV like everyone else can. I have to sit there, by myself, feeling in my head a pressing negative vibe which remains until the person who is giving the vibe to me leaves. I can't explain what's going on, but now I'm convinced that I have a mental illness, otherwise I would be able to just go on about my own business without caring about what the other person is thinking even if he or she was thinking negatively about me. I also have a terrible attention span. When someone walks into the room (I'm using "the room" to express my examples) I completely lose all concentration on what I "was" doing and am forced to wait until the person leaves in order to regain my concentration again. I actually became convinced at one point that I had psychic powers and that I was gifted with ESP (Extra Sensory Perception), but for the sake of whatever is left of my sanity, I try not to believe I have any paranormal abilities. Today I'm having a really bad day with all of this and thought I would make this my first real post on the forums. Thanks to all who take the time to reply, and I'm sorry if I didn't explain any of this good enough.
I can be sitting in a living room watching TV and a family member will walk in and all of a sudden I'll feel mentally pressed. That means I'll feel negative vibes coming from that family member. No one in particular. Well, yes, there are a few to name, but I can't help but feel self conscious when people are around me. I can't just unconsciously ignore the person in the room with me while watching TV like everyone else can. I have to sit there, by myself, feeling in my head a pressing negative vibe which remains until the person who is giving the vibe to me leaves. I can't explain what's going on, but now I'm convinced that I have a mental illness, otherwise I would be able to just go on about my own business without caring about what the other person is thinking even if he or she was thinking negatively about me. I also have a terrible attention span. When someone walks into the room (I'm using "the room" to express my examples) I completely lose all concentration on what I "was" doing and am forced to wait until the person leaves in order to regain my concentration again. I actually became convinced at one point that I had psychic powers and that I was gifted with ESP (Extra Sensory Perception), but for the sake of whatever is left of my sanity, I try not to believe I have any paranormal abilities. Today I'm having a really bad day with all of this and thought I would make this my first real post on the forums. Thanks to all who take the time to reply, and I'm sorry if I didn't explain any of this good enough.