guy511
08-22-2009, 07:45 AM
I am afraid that I am a psycopath or suffer from psycopathic personality disorder. I recently read the symptoms associated with this and I fit almost every single one. I've become so accustomed to lying, because i have lied since i could talk. I've lied and continue to lie to my parents about both small and large important matters, including grades, my major in college ( they pay a hefty tuition), expected graduation dates, what i did today. I lie about my future plans alot and thye tend to change alot haha. they are quite unrealistic according to my academic statistics. basically, i tell people what they expect out of me, because i score high on tests. I was kicked out of two high schools, not one but two. I was fortunate that my test scores were good enough to get me to college. I have committed several criminal acts, but never been caught. cheated on almost all my gfs. I am probably inclined to have large debts in the future because of impulsive buying. never taken respoonsibility for my actions. I have had a history of "depression", but that term hardly means anything to me now because ive been "depressed" for about half my life apparently. I show every single symptom except for the lack of remorse and guilt (mostly toward my parents). my lying and deceit has strained family relations to the maximum. The only reason i think i feel guilt is that i really might lose my family. This is the first time i have ever told the truth about my life to ANYONE, it's really bad.