anger&inaction
08-26-2009, 09:59 PM
I do not have a career as such and I constantly feel inferior due to this.I am on a visa here in the USA and that adds up to this basic problem.
Basically I do not like to work,and yet i have worked half heartedly as an IT contractor for past few years,I have been fired or terminated form almost all the contract jobs I had.I really cannot focus and have no interest in software development or anything as a matter of fact.I dislike working,and I do not know what I want.
This is a really frustrating situation.I feel like robbing a bank now or commit suicide.As my my situation is like this increasing ambition and increasing in-action.I am severely angry due to this.I do not like to work and then I have to work because I do not have any money left.
I am always in a conflict,I want to change and not change the same time.The moment i decide to change,i do not want to change.
Basically I do not like to work,and yet i have worked half heartedly as an IT contractor for past few years,I have been fired or terminated form almost all the contract jobs I had.I really cannot focus and have no interest in software development or anything as a matter of fact.I dislike working,and I do not know what I want.
This is a really frustrating situation.I feel like robbing a bank now or commit suicide.As my my situation is like this increasing ambition and increasing in-action.I am severely angry due to this.I do not like to work and then I have to work because I do not have any money left.
I am always in a conflict,I want to change and not change the same time.The moment i decide to change,i do not want to change.