rooster
10-01-2009, 12:38 AM
I have no more drive or motivation. I used to have unstoppable motivation to become a famous musician. Now I'm in college and it's my second year, so I know I have to pick a major so I can get a career and not be a poor loser and fit in with the rest of society... the only thing I seem to enjoy is the intimate relationship I have with my girlfriend. She's the reason I actually care about getting through college and taking care of myself, which I realize is also a problem because people have to have their own defined life. I can't make friends or anything and just don't really form friendships or close relationships with people - I try to make friends but I realize I don't care at all about them and do not enjoy their company most of the time. If this sounds like something anyone may know about, please all comments are helpful!